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you are my life!

YOU ARE LOVED!!!

http://www.missraplamaa.ee/haaletus

http://www.missraplamaa.ee/haaletus :D

valige mind jejeee

secrets

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insencere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

hiding

it's not always easy to see someone's true colours

you must ignore the sparkle of the jewel 

to know you're looking at a fake

you must bring the truth out of the shadows 

to see the beauty of it's smile

yes, people hide their true nature from us every day

and sadly we only find out when it's too late..

-

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be 

it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by 

scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable 

than my own meandering 

experience…I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not 

understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. 

But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and 

recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before 

you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you 

imagine.

Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as 

effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing 

bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that 

never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm 

on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing everyday that scares you

Sing

Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with 

people who are reckless with yours.

Floss

Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes 

you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with 

yourself.

Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you 

succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch

Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your 

life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they 

wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year 

olds I know still don’t.

Get plenty of calcium.

Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone.

Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children,maybe 

you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky 

chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t 

congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your 

choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. Enjoy your body, 

use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people 

think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever 

own..

Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for 

good.

Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the 

people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you 

should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and 

lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you 

knew when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live 

in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will 

philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize 

that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were 

noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, 

maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one 

might run out.

Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will 

look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who 

supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of 

fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the 

ugly parts and recycling it for more than 

it’s worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen…

feeling much better.

I just finished one essay, this week i have to do 2 essays more. But I'll do my best, because nobody does them for me. And I MUST do my exam stuff, but I'm SO lazy. Last class is real pain in the ass.

But it's okay - 2 weeks and then it's spring holiday and another two and half weeks AND there will be no classes, only exam consultations. I can make it, I can make it. It's all about my thinking. And from this moment I won't think that I can't do this or that, or I'm too tired, I HAVE TO DO ALL MY THINGS!!! It won't take a piece out from me, it can only make me better and maybe smarter (yeah, I hope so:))

I JUST READ ONE SENTENCE: Never tell your problems to anyone...20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them.

From now I don't tell you which problems I have, cause if i were you I wouln't care :)

Have a nice evening,
I'll go and watch Bridget Jones diary.

gsdfhsfh

i'm depressed - i have a school depress.
too much things to do, no sun, no energy.
and in life there are some more important things than school.

but who cares?
teachers don't.
makes me sad.

anyway, thank u Rain for that rose you gave me
it made my day :)

but i have no time no more. have to study.
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
and then i want to colour my head
and then i want to go to Hawaii
and then i want to sleep.

yeah, i'm feeling like this

:)

Happy women day, my ladies ;)

ps! i slept in, AGAIN!

HIT YOU WITH THE REAL THING

probably the best song from Westlife:



It's 99 degrees and the temperature is creeping up
I felt your foundation vibrate a mountain might erupt
I've almost got you there so let me take you all the way
a taste is stimulating keep you hot like

What (take it till you're high and low)
Like how (system overload)
Like who (sure you wanna rock the boat)
And hit you with the real thing

What (rock you from the left to right)
Like how (electro paradise)
Like who (if you wanna up your line)
And hit you with the real thing

Taste the infinity and mysteries surrounding you
Erotic stereo kicks in the bass and treble too
Come hold your hands above your head and let them levitate
And be hypnotic and the trip won't stop

What (take it till you're high and low)
Like how (system overload)
Like who (sure you wanna rock the boat)
And hit you with the real thing

What (rock you from the left to right)
Like how (electro paradise)
Like who (if you wanna up your line)
And hit you with the real thing

Need you more than enough
Ecstasy till you're insane
Find adrenaline rush
Feel the power through your veins
And hit you with the real thing

(Bring it till you're high and low)
(System overload)

I'm gonna show you how I'm rocking the boat
(Rock you from the left to right)
(Electro paradise)
I'm gonna hit you with the real thing

It's 99 degrees and the temperature is creeping up
I felt your foundation vibrate a mountain might erupt
Come hold your hands above your head and let them levitate
And be hypnotic and the trip won't stop

What (take it till you're high and low)
Like how (system overload)
Like who (sure you wanna rock the boat)
And hit you with the real thing

What (rock you from the left to right)
Like how (electro paradise)
Like who (if you wanna up your line)
And hit you with the real thing

weekend has passed by

and i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired. my sister's b-day wasn't so fun as i thought. almost every woman there had a child or two or three and they talked about their babies and how they gave their first birth and so on. sorry, i don't have any babies.
I didn't went to club, i went to Hookah house, there were really fun. I met some new people and realized that Estonia is tooo small (suprise-suprise, something new.. NOOOOT :D)
On Saturday I used red lipstick first time in my life :D and even though i were tired and bored they told me that i looked good (sometimes lipstick saves me :D).
Today I was fun to be fairy. We need fairytales. And sometimes we have to wake up this child who lives in our soul. After this BIG FAMILY SUNDAY I went to Tallinn (I hate trains officially now :D) and wanted to go to cinema. But Roger hadn't had time. But I still want to go to cinema next weekend. Why? Cause i want to see "The Valentines Day".
If you ask me, we go to the movies because we want to see fairytales: asleeping queen woken by her true love’s kiss, a princess who put aside her jewels to make her way in the world, lovers thrown apart being brought back together, but life isn’t fairytale and happy endings are few and far between. In life the young queen becomes a tyrant and takes her subjects to war. So that’s why we need movies, to remind us that despite it all love can still spring in the most unlikely places and that sometimes even fairytales can come true.
well anyway if anyone wants to join me, let me know. :)

and i think it's time to now. sleepy-weepy piks says GOOOOOOD NIGHT and she hopes not to sleep in tomorrow.

have a sweet dreams, whoever reads me :) 

it's going to be a long weekend

Today I'm going to leave to Tallinn. My sister has a birthday party tonight. There will be about 28 woman - now it's your turn to be jealous, guys ;) At first we're going to eat-drink-chat and then we will go to some club. Don't know where even. I'm sure, it will be fun. I hope that Anni can come with me too!
Tomorrow I have to be in Rapla. I have an dance practise and a walking class. Yeah, I can't walk on high heels. A long day: starts at 2 pm and ends at seven o'clock. And after that - back to Tallinn. I promised that I will be with Roger and I am going to keep my promise :)
On Sunday, there will be Big Family Sunday in Rapla. I have to be some kind of fairy and read fairytales to little kids. I don't ever know what I'm gonna read. But there's some time to think (yeah, two days:D:D) Another long day from 10 am - 3 pm. I hope I won't we dead at the end of Sunday.
Plus I have to do some school stuff too :( But it's all my own fault. Lazy Pihel.

Anyways, my train will leave in half an hour, so I have to go.
And for all those who think why I write in English, I try to practise for my exam (yesterday one guy from Tartu University were in our school and he gave us an advise to communicate in English)

XOXO,

Pihel

apologize

I want to apologize, because I have been so bad friend.

I promised one important person that I will do something with him this week.
But I hadn't. There are different reasons why we hadn't done anything (and it's all because of me:( )

Really, I'm going to do my best to meet him next week.

I am feeling so bad and quilty right now :(