hullumeelsed ajad

Pole midagi paremat kui tulla peale väsitavat nädalavahetust koju, näha oma emmet ja issit ja vennat, tervitada oma sassis tuba, silmata laual roose ning panna küünlad põlema. Seejärel heita voodisse, kuulata klassikalist muusikat ja seejärel lõõgastuda. Kõik pinged kaovad ja tekib rahulolu.Viimased paar nädalat on olnud hullumeelsed: kool, missikad ja eksamiteks valmistumine. Reedet-laupäeva-pühapäeva võib võtta kokku marsruudiga: Tallinn-Kohila-Rapla-Tallinn-Rapla-Tallinn-Rapla-Kohila. Teisisõnu kodu-trenn-roger-trenn-roger-trenn+kohtumine žüriiga+KODU! Mul on kahju, et ma olen jätnud oma kallid sõbrad tahaplaanile. Neljapäeval ei saanud nendega vaadata huumoriööd ja eile loobusin Überblingendamisest. Kuid juba nädala pärast lõpeb missikarusseli keerlemine ning saan keskenduda oma lemmikutele ja EKSAMITELE. Kolm kuud on valatud higi, põlvede värv on digimuutunud siniseks ja vasaku käe sõrme otsad on absoluutselt tuimastunud, aga kui kogu jant kokku võtta, on see aeg olnud vägev. Ma olen tutvunud väga mitmekülgsete ja toredate inimestega, õppinud korralikult kontsadega kõndima ja nüüd julgen terikse tantsida ka. Muidugi ei saa ma mainimata jätta oma kitarriõpinguid, mis on kestnud kolm nädalat ja kulmineerunud sellega, et Pihel on saanud selgeks ühe Johnny Cashi loo. Seda kõike aga tänu ühele inimesele - Peterile. Ma pean lihtsalt mainima, et ta on nii andekas ja hästi vastutulelik - igaüks ei raatsiks oma väärtusliku aega raisata kitarrivõhikust blondiinile :):)
Kuigi missikad on võtnud enamiku mu ajast, pole saanud ma kõrvale jätta lugemist. Tänu Egeritile lugesin ma läbi "Dorian Gray portree". See teos oli minu jaoks pisut kohutav, kuid samas õpetlik. See inimene, kes ütles, et sisemise ilu mõtles välja kole inimene, eksib. Kuigi esimesena märgatakse inimese juures küll välimust, rikub kole sisemus ka välimuse. Nii oli, on ja jääb, AAMEN.
Nüüd ootab mind aga "Jonathan Livingston Merikajakas". Enne seda aga tubli nokitsemine oma toa kallal ehk siis tere jälle ÖINE koristamine. Taaskord jäävad koolitükid tahaplaanile, kuid ma käsi südamel ütlen, et peale järgmist nädalat saab kool minu eluks. Ühiskond, bioloogia, ajalugu ja inglise keel hakkavad minu väga headeks semudeks ja kõik järeltööd saavad tehtud (siinkohal palun abi infotehnoloogia vallas, kus ekoolis vaatab mulle vastu rida 1-sid, huvitav miks küll?)

Aga minu poolt on tänaseks kõik. Ehk leian see nädal aega siia midagi kirjutada, kuid ei julge pead väga anda. Nüüd tuleb iga päev tublisti kitarri harjutamas käia, et lugu saaks IDEAALSEKS. Seega, kui minust pole jälle siin tükk aega midagi kuulda, siis teadke, et ma valmistun veel missikateks. Ja muideks, veel viimased päevad saab hääletada internetis oma lemmiku poolt, seega www.missraplamaa.ee/haaletus ning andke oma hääl :)

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you are my life!

YOU ARE LOVED!!!

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http://www.missraplamaa.ee/haaletus :D

valige mind jejeee

secrets

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insencere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

hiding

it's not always easy to see someone's true colours

you must ignore the sparkle of the jewel 

to know you're looking at a fake

you must bring the truth out of the shadows 

to see the beauty of it's smile

yes, people hide their true nature from us every day

and sadly we only find out when it's too late..

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If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be 

it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by 

scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable 

than my own meandering 

experience…I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not 

understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. 

But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and 

recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before 

you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you 

imagine.

Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as 

effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing 

bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that 

never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm 

on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing everyday that scares you

Sing

Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with 

people who are reckless with yours.

Floss

Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes 

you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with 

yourself.

Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you 

succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch

Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your 

life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they 

wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year 

olds I know still don’t.

Get plenty of calcium.

Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone.

Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children,maybe 

you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky 

chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t 

congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your 

choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. Enjoy your body, 

use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people 

think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever 

own..

Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for 

good.

Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the 

people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you 

should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and 

lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you 

knew when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live 

in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will 

philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize 

that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were 

noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, 

maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one 

might run out.

Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will 

look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who 

supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of 

fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the 

ugly parts and recycling it for more than 

it’s worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen…