Monday, March 8, 2010

feeling much better.

I just finished one essay, this week i have to do 2 essays more. But I'll do my best, because nobody does them for me. And I MUST do my exam stuff, but I'm SO lazy. Last class is real pain in the ass.

But it's okay - 2 weeks and then it's spring holiday and another two and half weeks AND there will be no classes, only exam consultations. I can make it, I can make it. It's all about my thinking. And from this moment I won't think that I can't do this or that, or I'm too tired, I HAVE TO DO ALL MY THINGS!!! It won't take a piece out from me, it can only make me better and maybe smarter (yeah, I hope so:))

I JUST READ ONE SENTENCE: Never tell your problems to anyone...20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them.

From now I don't tell you which problems I have, cause if i were you I wouln't care :)

Have a nice evening,
I'll go and watch Bridget Jones diary.

gsdfhsfh

i'm depressed - i have a school depress.
too much things to do, no sun, no energy.
and in life there are some more important things than school.

but who cares?
teachers don't.
makes me sad.

anyway, thank u Rain for that rose you gave me
it made my day :)

but i have no time no more. have to study.
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
and then i want to colour my head
and then i want to go to Hawaii
and then i want to sleep.

yeah, i'm feeling like this

:)

Happy women day, my ladies ;)

ps! i slept in, AGAIN!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

HIT YOU WITH THE REAL THING

probably the best song from Westlife:



It's 99 degrees and the temperature is creeping up
I felt your foundation vibrate a mountain might erupt
I've almost got you there so let me take you all the way
a taste is stimulating keep you hot like

What (take it till you're high and low)
Like how (system overload)
Like who (sure you wanna rock the boat)
And hit you with the real thing

What (rock you from the left to right)
Like how (electro paradise)
Like who (if you wanna up your line)
And hit you with the real thing

Taste the infinity and mysteries surrounding you
Erotic stereo kicks in the bass and treble too
Come hold your hands above your head and let them levitate
And be hypnotic and the trip won't stop


What (take it till you're high and low)
Like how (system overload)
Like who (sure you wanna rock the boat)
And hit you with the real thing

What (rock you from the left to right)
Like how (electro paradise)
Like who (if you wanna up your line)
And hit you with the real thing


Need you more than enough
Ecstasy till you're insane
Find adrenaline rush
Feel the power through your veins
And hit you with the real thing

(Bring it till you're high and low)
(System overload)

I'm gonna show you how I'm rocking the boat
(Rock you from the left to right)
(Electro paradise)
I'm gonna hit you with the real thing

It's 99 degrees and the temperature is creeping up
I felt your foundation vibrate a mountain might erupt
Come hold your hands above your head and let them levitate
And be hypnotic and the trip won't stop


What (take it till you're high and low)
Like how (system overload)
Like who (sure you wanna rock the boat)
And hit you with the real thing

What (rock you from the left to right)
Like how (electro paradise)
Like who (if you wanna up your line)
And hit you with the real thing

weekend has passed by

and i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired. my sister's b-day wasn't so fun as i thought. almost every woman there had a child or two or three and they talked about their babies and how they gave their first birth and so on. sorry, i don't have any babies.
I didn't went to club, i went to Hookah house, there were really fun. I met some new people and realized that Estonia is tooo small (suprise-suprise, something new.. NOOOOT :D)
On Saturday I used red lipstick first time in my life :D and even though i were tired and bored they told me that i looked good (sometimes lipstick saves me :D).
Today I was fun to be fairy. We need fairytales. And sometimes we have to wake up this child who lives in our soul. After this BIG FAMILY SUNDAY I went to Tallinn (I hate trains officially now :D) and wanted to go to cinema. But Roger hadn't had time. But I still want to go to cinema next weekend. Why? Cause i want to see "The Valentines Day".
If you ask me, we go to the movies because we want to see fairytales: asleeping queen woken by her true love’s kiss, a princess who put aside her jewels to make her way in the world, lovers thrown apart being brought back together, but life isn’t fairytale and happy endings are few and far between. In life the young queen becomes a tyrant and takes her subjects to war. So that’s why we need movies, to remind us that despite it all love can still spring in the most unlikely places and that sometimes even fairytales can come true.
well anyway if anyone wants to join me, let me know. :)

and i think it's time to now. sleepy-weepy piks says GOOOOOOD NIGHT and she hopes not to sleep in tomorrow.

have a sweet dreams, whoever reads me :) 

Friday, March 5, 2010

it's going to be a long weekend

Today I'm going to leave to Tallinn. My sister has a birthday party tonight. There will be about 28 woman - now it's your turn to be jealous, guys ;) At first we're going to eat-drink-chat and then we will go to some club. Don't know where even. I'm sure, it will be fun. I hope that Anni can come with me too!
Tomorrow I have to be in Rapla. I have an dance practise and a walking class. Yeah, I can't walk on high heels. A long day: starts at 2 pm and ends at seven o'clock. And after that - back to Tallinn. I promised that I will be with Roger and I am going to keep my promise :)
On Sunday, there will be Big Family Sunday in Rapla. I have to be some kind of fairy and read fairytales to little kids. I don't ever know what I'm gonna read. But there's some time to think (yeah, two days:D:D) Another long day from 10 am - 3 pm. I hope I won't we dead at the end of Sunday.
Plus I have to do some school stuff too :( But it's all my own fault. Lazy Pihel.

Anyways, my train will leave in half an hour, so I have to go.
And for all those who think why I write in English, I try to practise for my exam (yesterday one guy from Tartu University were in our school and he gave us an advise to communicate in English)

XOXO,

Pihel

Thursday, March 4, 2010

apologize

I want to apologize, because I have been so bad friend.

I promised one important person that I will do something with him this week.
But I hadn't. There are different reasons why we hadn't done anything (and it's all because of me:( )

Really, I'm going to do my best to meet him next week.

I am feeling so bad and quilty right now :(